EVEN IF MEMOIR

 EVEN IF is a declaration of faith that birthed a memoir of perseverance and resilience inspired by the stalwart faith demonstrated in Daniel 3:17-18. This collection was written over two decades and curated amidst fiery COVID and post-COVID battles. These periods of affliction highlight the inadequacy of manmade things and magnify the reason for hope—only God knows the way through. In poetry and prose, Even If shows God is the only way through, and with unrelenting faith, the war in chaos and calamity will ultimately be won—even if we fall in battle.

Hadiyah's debut anthology previews a life that exemplifies survival is situational—resilience is a lifestyle. She shares a miry journey of seemingly endless adversity and the devastation of her sisters' suicide. The darkest seasons were endured with an increasing dependence on God, His word and biblical promises, the ultimate source of strength. Her path leads to an irrevocable trust in God—finding faith as the winning weapon in wars of tribulation. Her faith walk magnifies the love and faithfulness of God, even while walking through refining fire, and the beauty born from ashes.

EVEN IF is a posture of faith.
EVEN IF is a suit of armor, a shield of faith in Elohei Ma'uzzi, God who is my strong fortress. 2 Samuel 22:33
EVEN IF holds Stand Your Ground authority. A daughter of the King of kings and Lord of lords lives by castle doctrine—the world is God's sovereign territory. There will be no retreat and no surrender. There will be one victor—me.
EVEN IF is a banner that proclaims the God who is Esh Oklah, the all-consuming fire, created me in His image and for His glory. Deuteronomy 4:24
EVEN IF declares; I don't fear the fire of adversity. I am the fire.

EVEN IF declares I don't fear the fire of affliction —I am the fire in affliction.